the moon bears down on my soul
the fixations evolve and start to grow
to a plane where I can’t control
the speed or the aggression that intertwines with my role
as a man and a misfit
stuck in between moods and how I don’t quit
pursuing the convoluting parts of my mind that keep renewing
these fears of mortality this manifestation of banality
this civilization will embrace decadence in totality
I can’t escape the knowledge that emanates from my consciousnesses substrate
I can’t depend on determinism and this distractions folly aligns my fate
with the mystics and the magi the unknown that decides when I die
three parts to the whole that sliced pie becomes a pictograph of the moment when the spirit flies
to another place another realm
another attitude at my helm
so i’m sailing off knowing I might go off sinking
this is the word you thought was coming next, thinking
this was the one chance now it’s over
but tomorrow comes with the luck of of the third clover
rearranging the parts of me to start over
the memories that can’t be chopped by the alcohols mower
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