It’s been one of those nights my minds so far from sleep I layed here for thirty minutes without even being able to close my eyes. This isn’t going to have a theme, no cumalitive meaning or message. I spent most of my day on psychology, probably too much of it on my own. You think it would affirm your well being, it hasn’t. I can only recognize so many things in myself at once. The wind sounds agitated that it’s not any colder than it is, or maybe it’s just me. I’ve spent the last two days at home, apart from class. Something in me made it that way, I don’t even want to know why. Maybe three more weeks here. If chris wasn’t coming the 16th I think I’d be gone after I walked out of that last final. So were in officially in recession? I can’t imagine how ecstatic I will be when money becomes obsolete, I can only hope for it in my lifetime. I watch all these people on cnn buying all these fake worthless things and it just disgust me.  I see these arrogant fucking idiots courting congress for money….they should be ashamed to even set foot in those halls…they stand for nothing they were built upon. Whose fault is it that they fucked up aside from their own? If congress should bail anyone out it’s the thousands of employees these self-righteous, greed stricken CEO’s have failed. My three year old cousin could run a company better. Theres a glimmer of optimism in our president elect. Our nation is putting hope in Barak Obama like little children in a half black Santa Claus. Heres what I hope this dude will get going on.

Universal Healthcare, real fucking close to a socialistic set up.
HUGE decrease in militairy spending
HUGE increase in domestic spending
Bring every goddamn soldier in iraq and afghanistan home. If not, atleast take the guns out of their hands and give them some tools to start rebuilding. How is our army suppose to help "rebuild" iraq with guns. Whens the last time you passed a construction site with a bunch of ladders and M16s?
Stop our impeding imperial presence. We have more people in camoflauge on more parts of the earth than even mossy oak would want. What business do we have in all these other peoples business? Thats like going out in your backyard and seeing your neighbor building a tree house in your tree. How fucked up is that? Then when you tell him to leave, he tells you he’s protecting you, and when you tell him you don’t need his protection he aims his gun at you and tells his children up there that you are a crazy rogue neighbor.
Is it a coincidence that the only countries we arent "cool" with are the ones that we don’t have under our thumb? WTF. GO IRAN!
Fuck Saudi Arabia. Fuck Isreal. Fuck all these people we are in cohorts to "protect". Fuck dependency on foreign oil.
GO T. BOONE PICKENS! the mans an 80 year old genuis. if you don’t know what i’m talking about, look it up.
What happened to the pre world war "isolationism" policy. Wilson had it right.

Now your probably thinking then how are we protecting ourselves against terrorism? The fact of the matter is you can’t stop a bomb from going off in new york when your chillin 3000 miles away. The best offense is a good defense. We have enough men and women overseas to stock up every port, every mile of border, and every immigration office. Those are the places we stop these things. Those are the places these men and women would be much safer to reside in. You think we would have stopped 9/11 by blowing up Afghanistan the summer before it? Those niggas were already here. Then again I don’t believe these bunch of arab dudes with pilot permits and box cutters organized one of largest scale attacks on american soil in american history. It takes a little more empirical knowledge than that bunch had.

My belief is we are going at this war on terror all wrong. Why do they do these things to us? Maybe because we are a hypocritical nation, trying to hide the truth behind every corner, sweeping it under every rug. Maybe because for the past fifty years we have in some way funded every war in the middle east. Maybe cause if it wasn’t for us assholes, the middle east would still be intact. We never chose moral sides, we chose the side that would inflict the most bloodshed. It sounds fucked up, but this is karma. You know how the "terrorist attacks" have been going down in india??? You know why?? The province of Kashmir. The only part of india predominantly islam. Why? because when the good old United States and Great Britian set up the territorial lines of pakistan and india, for some reason they felt that instead of including all of that religion in pakistan, they’d throw a little screwball in there and leave the kashmir province to india, just to fuck with em. Same thing with isreal and palestine. the Gazaa strip. wtf?? They don’t hate what we stand for as americans. They don’t hate our music, our movies, our culture. They hate the fact that this economy has funded a government which has been ass-raping the middle east since we established the state of isreal. They have the right to hate us. If you think we are a 50 state nation your wrong, your forgetting Isreal and Saudi Arabia. We have more of an obligation to protect them than we do ourselves. Why do you think we are making ourselves such a presence there? You think it’s a coincidence that all this "terror" began after we brought upon all this "terror" to their lives? We funded the taliban. We funded Osama Bin Laden. We funded Hamas. The list goes on, and on, and on. We placed all those orginizations there for us to fear. Our nation deliberatly established all of these people for us as an american people to have someone to fear. When the cold war was coming to an end, the old white men were like "wtf???we have no way to synchronize the control of our masses, we gotta make up an enemy!!!".  So begins major conflict in the middle east, with limited u.s. coverage.

Mark my words, if this "war on terror" is ever "done" and we no longer have anyone to fear, there will be a large scale "alien attack" within a decade. You think all these reported ufo sightings over the years to convince the american public of the possibility of these things being imminent hasn’t been intended? Even if there are other transient beings in our vast universe, if they have the abilities to get here, it would be in peace. There is a reason technology is thirty years ahead of what we know. If you think i’m a conspiracist, think of the definition of conspiracy.

Conspiracy- a secret agreement between two or more people((or leaders, nations, etc)) to perform an unlawful act.

Does that sound like a description of me, or just possibly one of the thousands of things our government has tried or has hid from us….If you know all the things they kept out of the history books you should be ashamed too.

I’m done, thats enough. I wonder how many things i mispelled. I hope you get something out of all that. Fish out the goods, but I promise i’m not lying about a thing.