A beautiful girl can make you dizzy, like youve been drinking Jack n
Coke all morning,she can make you feel high,fill the single greatest
commodity known to man, promise; promise of a better day,promise of a
greater hope, promise of a new tommorow, this particular aura can be
found in the gate of a beautiful girl,in her smile and in her
soul…and in the way she makes every rotted little thing about life
seem like its gonna be ok.

thats the song im listenin to

Hey,
          Its saturday night and i
just got back from Austin for student council. Idk when i wrote last so
im just gonna start of friday i think.  WEELLLL. Friday i got up
at 545 and went up to glenn at 7 so we could get an early start to go
to austin. This all could have happened except for our GREAT sponspor
Ernest Torres didnt get there till 730 so that appropraitly is when we
departed. We went to cornerstop where all my Vatos hang. I got a
burrito or 2. Then we stopped in brady after watchin like an hour of
mean girls on my laptop. We stopped at McDonalds and it was all good
and we got back in the car n listened to my mp3 player. The kids that
went on this exciting school trip WERE Nathaneal “Alternate” Alter,
Peter “PEPE” Perez, Roman “only been in stuco 3 wks” Garcia, Jenny
Cook, Kara Rodriguez, and Gracie Hughston. On the ride up there we
stopped and checked out some bald eagles on the side of the road. that
was grand. then we pretty much got to austin and went to P.F. Changs,
where we saw P.F. sitting next to us. We DID NOT get fortune cookies
that upset me quite a bit because i wanted to know what the chinks
thought about my future. After that we went to our hotel where i was
spose to be able to take a shower,but could not,then was standin in my
boxers chillin when Mr. Torres who is always prepared realizes he has a
sponsor meeting at 7 and we have to leave. So i put on my shirt,
pants,brush my teeth,slapped nathans ass,washed my face,got some
gum,annnd did the happy dance in 2 mins and we left. When we got to the
conference i saw some kool kids from camp then we met up with the cool
kids from lee and went to the main meeting thing. There we sat and
listened to an old man who thought he was completly hilarious talk
about things that the 8th graders also thought was hilarious while i
made fun of  him and talked to grace. He had a girls voice, a
shiny bald head,he was fat,and he talked about stuff that was easy to
make fun of so i had a good time. Then we went to the dance and it
pretty much sucked cept i got 2 hang with some cool kids from lee the
whole time and dance w/ grace. People from summer camp were mad at me
cause i didnt talk to them. sorry. i had people to attend to. then we
had to have this third kid in our room from a school in dallas cause he
didnt have any room with his student council. we got to our hotel,went
n worked out,came back n i took a shower and showed nathan and that kid
up in halo 2 and i was goin to attempt to go to sleep. lets just say
that didnt happen cause nathan and this kid had chemistry and laughed
at eachother till around 3 where as i had been tryin to go to sleep
since 1. then they bullshited and laughed at things that i stopped
laughin at in the 4th grade until about 4 while I was still tryin to
sleep. i got angry but did not show it. Woke up at 7 and woke them up
cause im the responsible one in the group and got dressed n packed my
stuff.  We were 10 mins late to the meetings that started at 9 and
that was great. went to the first 2 or 3 w/ ashton and skipped one then
went to another one with alot of people. we got bandanas in there that
were supposed to be necklaces but im fat and i was the only one that it
didnt fit around my neck so i made a bracelet. Skipped the last
one,rode the elavator. went to chuys where the was a 45 min wait so we
bought a shirt and decided to go to the one downtown where Torres
thought he knew how to get there. he didnt so we ended up drivin around
for an hour and eatin at some mest up mexican place. Then we went to
barton creek mall or somthin like that were everyone said we were gonna
stay an hour and me bein the nuetrall negotiable type that doesnt wanna
make nyone mad said fine. i found grace when we had like 15 mins left n
jenny gracie n kara come up sayin we are leavin now and they wouldnt
stay any longer and that pissed me off. extremely. its good i dont show
emotion. cause i woulda thrown somthin around or jumped off the
balcony. so we were walkin back and my body realized that i was turning
into asshole mode and i needed to get away from nathan jenny gracie n
kara or i was gonna piss em all of with somthin i would say. so my feet
took me where my body knew wasnt the right way. i went outside n blew
off some steam. then they realized they mightve made me mad n called n
asked if i wanted to stay longer wich was bullshit cause i had already
lost grace n all them. so i said nooo lets leave cause its what yall
just had to do.so i walked from the parking lot and stood by the car
watching them wait for me at the entrance. then finally roman came up
and then they called again and i told em i had been waitin for em to
come for like 15 mins. i was angry so i listened to hard music for
around an hour very loud and didnt talk to anyone cause i wouldve said
somthin very mean and very funny and i dont wanna make people mad so i
just listened to music. ive learned how to
avoid pissin people off with my bad moods.all thanks to my mp3 player
and my bodys intuition of when i get mad wich is very rarely. so we
basically came back to angelo and that was it. but i got mad today and
that ruins anyday cause i get mad like once a month. so basically the
trip was ok, i didnt learn anything,but its ok cause its not normal for
me to learn anything nyway. I didnt get to spend half the time i wanted
to w/grace but maybe we can do somthin tommorow cause we wont see
eachother again till after thanksgiving. but it was a good overall 2
days cause of the food maybe. i’ll say the food.and meeting new
people.im bein optimistic right now. anyway this is a long ass entry
intrically depicting in vivid image my weekend. later kids i’ll write
again when i feel it.

nite or w/e